I know you have had your ups and downs but try not to let it get to you.
I know that sometime you feel very self concious about your body and have experienced some nasty comment because of the way you look but you are beautiful the way you are so don't be afraid to draw attention to your self wear what you want to wear not what you think will cause less people to call you names, it's there problem not yours if they don't like your body.
When your having a bad day and you feel upset for no apparent reason, please don't hate yourself for it everyone goes through days like this and it will pass and Don't let the negativity of others get to you if they hate rise above it.
Don't blame your self for the things that you know are not your fault there was nothing you could have done that would have changed the outcome and your are not a cursed not never find happiness, you will look for the small bit of happiness in each day and soon they will bring the more happiness into your life.
Remember what nan used to call you her beautiful little star and that you could brighten up the darkest night because you are a beautiful, smart, kind, generous and loving person and if they can't see that they are not worth your time and there will plenty of other people out there who can.
I want to make some promises for the time being
*promise to remember you are beautiful the way you are now!
*promise to to at look at what make you happy everyday.
*promise not blame yourself for all the things that go wrong.
*promise not let other negativity get to you.